Why do I feel this way?
This morning on my way to the meeting place for our swimming (yes, I was allowed to have fun with my blockmates) I’m some kinda not excited. I felt terrible disappointed. Ö a bit exaggerated I think but I’m really upset.
This person keeps on bugging me join them with that get-together but crap. Err. I shouldn’t act this way. I don’t have the rights but I felt that jealousy sprouts from nowhere.
Why do I keep on sticking on a person who doesn’t need me at all?
I’m just wasting my time focusing on him while he has that 100% focus on the other girl or should I say his special, really special someone and slap on my face, IT’S NOT ME.
Damn it.
Who are you Chai?
I just enjoyed my day with my special friend who gives his full attention to me. Thank God he's there. Thought not all the time, he makes an effort to be with me when I needed someone or even went I don’t. Ehehe. He always makes me smile.
Mood Swings: from jealousy to happiness and confusion
Remember the party with my colleagues I wrote last night? I didn’t expect that my ex-boyfriend, hmm... no not the right term. My close friend was the man behind that and he said to me that I’m his number 1 reason why he pursues that party at the Manor.
I know him. I know my Ex-BF/close friend. He’s not the type of a guy who will go to a bar party. But then, boom! He organized one just for me. And he’s willing to sacrifices things just for that.
Hell!
Happiness is the word.
Much appreciated.
But why?
Confused. Bewildered. Puzzled.
But still I don't mind that much because I'm so THANKFUL and that’s the only thought that until now still lingers here in my head. Ű
^takaw and payat…
This morning on my way to the meeting place for our swimming (yes, I was allowed to have fun with my blockmates) I’m some kinda not excited. I felt terrible disappointed. Ö a bit exaggerated I think but I’m really upset.
This person keeps on bugging me join them with that get-together but crap. Err. I shouldn’t act this way. I don’t have the rights but I felt that jealousy sprouts from nowhere.
Why do I keep on sticking on a person who doesn’t need me at all?
I’m just wasting my time focusing on him while he has that 100% focus on the other girl or should I say his special, really special someone and slap on my face, IT’S NOT ME.
Damn it.
Who are you Chai?
I just enjoyed my day with my special friend who gives his full attention to me. Thank God he's there. Thought not all the time, he makes an effort to be with me when I needed someone or even went I don’t. Ehehe. He always makes me smile.
Mood Swings: from jealousy to happiness and confusion
Remember the party with my colleagues I wrote last night? I didn’t expect that my ex-boyfriend, hmm... no not the right term. My close friend was the man behind that and he said to me that I’m his number 1 reason why he pursues that party at the Manor.
I know him. I know my Ex-BF/close friend. He’s not the type of a guy who will go to a bar party. But then, boom! He organized one just for me. And he’s willing to sacrifices things just for that.
Hell!
Happiness is the word.
Much appreciated.
But why?
Confused. Bewildered. Puzzled.
But still I don't mind that much because I'm so THANKFUL and that’s the only thought that until now still lingers here in my head. Ű
^takaw and payat…
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